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Sanity
Monday, September 12, 2005

ahh..its One Month le..times flies..it stills feels like it juz happen a few days ago..memories juz doesn't seEms to fade..esp at places where we once often go..those bus journeys..i realli hate lonely bus rides..juz exactly how long will it take to heal? the more u are in love, the more hurt u will get..i guess the wound is realli deep..when will it heal..and become juz a scar on my heart..where i cant feel the pain anymore..where it juz becomes part of the heart and life will go on as normal..i wanted to..and tried hard to let go..but some part of me juz refused to do so..believing in the miracals..the 0.1% hope..i realli cant control myself on tiz..yeah..i'm weak..cant control my emotions well..but for now at least..at least..i wun let water come out of my eyes anymore..those water in me shall be release out as sweats instead..i shall occupy myself wif bball and other things..sweat them out instead of tears.

prefer to be alone these days..alone walking down the street..listening to nice musics..i'm not sure why..but everytime i see familiar faces these days..i tend to avoid them..for i doesn't wan to put a smile on my face..chat and laugh wif them..its all so too fake..yet when i see u..even for a mere few seconds..i smile from the bottom of my heart..i nid more time to get back to wad i used to be..the person who is always so happy everyday no matter wad thing happens..eva so optimistic about anything.

can someone tell me wad to do now? i realli dunno wad to do..i'm so lost

-i wan u to smile when u think of me
not cry
for the memories are beautiful
not sorrow

roar-ed;
5:00 AM;

~Xy
 二十一 ; male ; 24th july ;
excss;singapore poly

EMAIL: wxy_leo




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