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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

yesterday was cool. not becoz of the weather..coz celebrated ks bday in quite a speacial way..haha =) to sumarize everything.. we faked that js was knocked down by a car and all of us rush to SGH immediately to find him. and gave him a suprise down there when js suddenly pop up with the cake..lOl that scene was funny. luckily i can say..most of us have rather good acting skills..ks say he quite believe actually..but he began to suspect abit becoz jk was abit to idiotic on the way! HAHA~ but the whole thing succeed i think..coz ks say he like the whole thing. so happy lah..plan so long if fail rather sad leh..coz thinking that most of us will be spending our 21 bday in NS(sad case)..shall make 18 a more memorable one?

lOL man..cant believe it..going to turn 18 this year..so soon..18 like sound rather 'old'..i mean grown up..i dun like it! hahas maybe somehow i will end up studying overseas alone? it sucks la..nvm. shall not think that far! (or issit not very far already?) mj was rather funny lah..had a chat wif her recently..realise she actually think about alot of stuffs in the future. suprise me..make mi suddenly realise i never realli gave much thoughts about my future..so much for being a soon-to-be-18. haha and i seriously think you will marry before me..wahaha.

was pretty touched by jas..altou hadn't been veri much in contact wif her..but she seems to appear everytime i was down. 'i will share any problem u have with you'..thats wad i told her few years ago..and she told me back juz that. haha thx mei.

ok..shall say a big thank you to jiamin oso..haha coz i read ur tag i oso wan laugh le..and believe it anot..it make my mood better! lOls u are so very funny lah..thought u say u changed alot le..but i see like still the same leh! so..zhang bu da? haha! =X juz kidding..

suddenly feel like writing about the common god bro/sis relationship in teenagers.. wad is the real different between it and other frenz? for me..a god sis will be someone i specially feel like pampering more..wan to care for more. and will care for. juz that. and no other intention.. =) but i can see there's actually quite alot of ppl who juz have a god sis/bro for the sake of having one. uh..oso dunno wad i'm trying to get to..nvm. juz some random thoughts. =D and for brothers..actually i damn care abt them lah. juz nv show tt much? wahaha but of coz. i still care abt other frenz ya..=DD

finally finish typing le..quite long bah i guess.. haven been updating becoz of the weather! hahas coz got the habit of updating only late at nite..but the weather so nice so i chose to surrender to the zzz monster instead! muahaha! shall end here..bb!

爱与被爱不一定成正比;
以为在你身边那也算永远;
可惜不是你
陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你
牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔;
那一段我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权力关心你
可能你已走进别人风景
多希望也有星光的投影;

if only those words are meant for me-
我除了不想
还能怎样
我早已没权利问这么多；

roar-ed;
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