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Saturday, April 29, 2006

friends, the more the better?

my classmate ask me how i get to know so many people, cause there's quite alot of people saying 'hi' to me around. yeah. i used to like this feeling, the feeling of being 'poplular', knowing lots of people. i used to love exchanging hp no. and adding new found friends in msn n friendster, even if i just got to know them that very day. coz i thought having many friends in friendster was cool. but not anymore. wads the used.

wads more, there are alot of people whom said 'hi' to me but i dun even know thier names. being friendly? maybe. but i dun like make myself smile every here and then when i see these 'friends'. of cause, i would be more than happy to see those closer ones, others? i rather try not to see them and walk away. ya. i know. some of them will say im acting cool or dao, i dun give a damn. i wun make myself become this super friendly guy around who went around talking to everyone. let others be it but not me.

realised i've drifted apart from alot of people. but there's no one to blame other than myself. its me that allowed people to drift away, its me that did not put in effort to maintain the friendship. sometimes i think im escaping, but escaping from what? i dun know.

sometimes i felt that i dun know myself well.

i hope we'll at least get back to wad we used to be long ago.

roar-ed;
1:11 AM;

~Xy
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